“She has snatched my only son”,
she often cribbed. She had sent him to the city for a better life. And he had
chosen to stay there, marrying the girl of his choice, that too from the
opposite religion. Her husband had been killed in Hindu Muslim riots few years
ago. “How can I accept a girl from that religion as my Bahu”, she often
wondered.
The son never forgot his mother
though. He would write her letters, asking forgiveness for hurting her
sentiments, often explaining how the turn of events almost forced him to take
that decision. They had studied together in the same college and liked each
other a lot. The riots that wiped out her family, his love and concern, the big
bad world, that now or never decision that changed their lives forever. He knew
the mother would never approve, so theirs was a court marriage.
The mother had read the letter,
each word piercing her soul like the dagger that her husband was killed with
years ago. She had turned into a stone, deciding never to see his face again.
His letters & the money continued to come without fail. The mother had
taken up a job as a sewing teacher in the local school and never took a single
note out of the monthly envelopes he sent. “He thinks he can make up for the
loss by these pieces of paper?” And so she wowed never to reply.
The mother inside missed her
son every moment. On Holi, she would remember how he loved the riot of colors,
Janmashtmi reminded her of his childhood mischiefs just like Lord Krishna.
Every Diwali she silently prayed to Goddess Lakshmi to give her son prosperity,
for by now, she was convinced the son would have ceased to be a Hindu and would
have broken every rule of the religion by marrying a Muslim girl. He never
mentioned it in his letters and she never asked it.
The son had himself become a
father now. He had sent a small pic of the baby, freshly born and all red, too
pure to understand which religion he belonged to. He looked just like the son,
when he was born. The mother kept looking at the picture till tears blurred her
vision. The letter also had a ticket and the usual money. The son had made an
extremely emotional appeal in the letter. “I know ma you will never forgive me,
but what wrong has your grandson done? Is he so unfortunate as to not even see
his grandmother once is his lifetime?”
She felt like grabbing the next
train and be with him, but the thought of the Muslim daughter in law grabbed
her everytime into the endless whirlpool of revenge and despair. She decided to
go though, not for the baby but to return the money the son had been sending
all these years and she had kept away untouched. She wanted to tell him how he
had hurt his dead father’s soul by marrying a girl of the religion of his
killers. She wanted to curse the girl for having snatched her only hope in this
world.
It was early morning when she
reached the city. The Azaan from the Masjid made her decision even
stronger. As she reached the lane with numerous houses, she asked the
shopkeeper at the tea stall for the address of her son, Gopal Chand. The
shopkeeper gave her a long surprised look and asked, “You want to meet Gopal?
But he was killed in a road accident six months ago. Poor chap couldn’t even
live to see his unborn child. His widow stays in that house” he pointed to the
house and resumed his job.
The mother felt a sudden heat
behind her ears. She had felt it once when destiny had snatched her husband
that unfortunate night. Suddenly, all things became clear to her – the money
never stopped, the letters had become more emotional of late, the appeal in the
recent letter…SO it is that Muslim girl stepping into the shoes of my son?
With heavy steps, she open the
gate of the house. To her surprise, she spotted a lush Tulsi plant in the
Balcony. Tears filled up her eyes as she remembered how she had taught the son
that Tulsi brings happiness in the house. Her feet suddenly stopped when she
saw the son’s widow watering the Tulsi with a Kalash and chanting the gayatri
mantra. “So she never changed my son’s religion?” The tears overflowed.
As the girl finished her Pooja,
her eyes met the mother and widened in surprise. She walked up to the mother,
touched her feet and said “Namaste ma”. The mother, unable to bear the guilt
and sorrow, hugged her tight and said “Salaam beti”
How beautiful Shaivi! Touched!
ReplyDeletethats a really nice read!!
ReplyDeleteWOW! Every sentence had it's own charm! Every word was beautifully woven! You really can become a great author dear :) WOW! Your writing is just WOW! :)
ReplyDeleteTerrific! Should be made in to a movie.
ReplyDeleteVery touching..
ReplyDeletevery touching story.
ReplyDeleteNice read...very touching
ReplyDeleteTouching...
ReplyDeleteWell woven shaivi
Beautifully woven shaivi
ReplyDeleteWoow!!
ReplyDeleteThis is so beautiful story but the son should have been alive.
ReplyDeleteVERY TOUCHING
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